that ish cray.

alright! it's august 21, and so much has changed since the last time i wrote.

for starters, i am single. it was a steady progression of undoing between jesse and i, and while i can't say i was thrilled about it when it happened, i can honestly say that i am very happy where i am right now. i'm a lot less stressed. jesse and i are still friends, and i definitely feel the split was for the best.

i've been excelling more at work, but i'm still unsatisfied with working for the current managers i have. needless to say, my resume is active.

my dad and i haven't spoken in over a year. at first, i was clicking my heels. now i miss him.

i feel like things have really been turned upside down! i have been doing some of the things on my 52 in 52 list, but there is a HUGE part of me that feels this blog is somewhat outdated/irrelevant now. maybe i should just STOP blogging until i'm more stable, you know? like married, living where i'm going to be living, etc. at least the characters in the story wouldn't change, lol.

i've got a couple new friends, my goddaughter is still awesome (lots of updates there; she's going into 2nd grade), a new nephew (he's turning 7 in september, and he is amazing), my cousin got married (this is only the 3rd marriage of my first cousins, all of the older cousins are still NOT married)...just lots of updates and changes and lots of big steps forward.

i think i'm going to start another blog and leave this one the way it is...for archive purposes. :)

more later...